I am struggling is the actual truth here. Making things right seems a little beyond me at the moment. I thought 2 jobs would be enough but now I’ve had to apply for another. I thought with what was being offered, getting a lodger would be easy but, it seems miles off. 

Coping with constantly being tired is no joke, it really isn’t.

As if the M.E. wasn’t bad enough, clearly lack of self worth is contributing to the tiredness.

I think I just need lots of hugs from my mum 🙁