Got a call from my man at the garage earlier … the car should be ready next week AND it looks like it will be coming in under budget (this last one I shall believe when I get the bill)

I have listed the C5 on Ebay again, I really cannot afford to not sell it and don’t want to take the risk of placing all the repair costs on a credit card I then can’t afford to repay, I don’t need large interest payments on top of everything else.

We are going to Northampton Museum today

Other things remain the same:

• I am still overweight and can’t afford to go to the gym
• The weather is rubbish
• Martyn’s mum is still not well and I liked his mum when I met her
• Zoey is still in the shower
• We are still broke
• I still love John
• I still despair with Matt
• I am still going to be 44 next Monday

Got a call from my man at the garage earlier … the car should be ready next week AND it looks like it will be coming in under budget (this last one I shall believe when I get the bill)

I have listed the C5 on Ebay again, I really cannot afford to not sell it and don’t want to take the risk of placing all the repair costs on a credit card I then can’t afford to repay, I don’t need large interest payments on top of everything else.

We are going to Northampton Museum today

Other things remain the same:

• I am still overweight and can’t afford to go to the gym
• The weather is rubbish
• Martyn’s mum is still not well and I liked his mum when I met her
• Zoey is still in the shower
• We are still broke
• I still love John
• I still despair with Matt
• I am still going to be 44 next Monday

The good news is that it could possibly be Jermaine will be moved into his lovely new flat within 6 weeks.

Matt is another story. His apology earlier was rather pathetic. He’s still not really said sorry to either Daisy or Deej and, indeed, seems to think saying sorry to anyone is more important than being with his mates.

He has a set of rules now, in writing and he’s been told that if he deviates from it just once he best have somewhere else to live.

We shall see. I don’t hold out much hope but there is still a little inside of me, I need to believe there is good in him … for now.

Car – still not sold

Looked at Nick’s new place the other day. It’s small but not so much as I feared it may be and could be made to look real nice with a little effort and thought. I know how I’d do it but it’s up to Nick how he does it and I am looking forward to seeing the end result.

Loads of work still to do at Robin’s of course but at least he is up and running again on the PC.

I am sick of being tired

The good news is that it could possibly be Jermaine will be moved into his lovely new flat within 6 weeks.

Matt is another story. His apology earlier was rather pathetic. He’s still not really said sorry to either Daisy or Deej and, indeed, seems to think saying sorry to anyone is more important than being with his mates.

He has a set of rules now, in writing and he’s been told that if he deviates from it just once he best have somewhere else to live.

We shall see. I don’t hold out much hope but there is still a little inside of me, I need to believe there is good in him … for now.

Car – still not sold

Looked at Nick’s new place the other day. It’s small but not so much as I feared it may be and could be made to look real nice with a little effort and thought. I know how I’d do it but it’s up to Nick how he does it and I am looking forward to seeing the end result.

Loads of work still to do at Robin’s of course but at least he is up and running again on the PC.

I am sick of being tired