I just watched …

The movie I made in 2004 for my USA trip. Boy I could do with a break like that now. Yes, there were lonely times with no one around on the Florida part but to be able to be totally selfish and get to know me for just a short while, I needed that then as I need it now. I feel emotionally exhausted and, even saying that, I feel guilty!

I do love being me but, it comes with a price tag and I don’t mean the money!

I just watched …

The movie I made in 2004 for my USA trip. Boy I could do with a break like that now. Yes, there were lonely times with no one around on the Florida part but to be able to be totally selfish and get to know me for just a short while, I needed that then as I need it now. I feel emotionally exhausted and, even saying that, I feel guilty!

I do love being me but, it comes with a price tag and I don’t mean the money!

Finally, some good news!

I am starting to get repaid the thousands of pounds I am owed so I can stop panicking about paying my bills!

Am nervous about tomorrow though, I have an important meeting and I have no agenda for it so I have had to prepare for several possibilities!

A lovely Shepherds Pie to eat tonight.

Randomly chucked in here but, I miss my mum and I miss Tony.

Finally, some good news!

I am starting to get repaid the thousands of pounds I am owed so I can stop panicking about paying my bills!

Am nervous about tomorrow though, I have an important meeting and I have no agenda for it so I have had to prepare for several possibilities!

A lovely Shepherds Pie to eat tonight.

Randomly chucked in here but, I miss my mum and I miss Tony.