OK, OK, yes, I am still exclusively attracted to men but, I am not gay in the sense that I don’t want to shout it from the roof tops and celebrate it. I have no desire to ‘do’ Pride or to seek out gay themed entertainment. To all intents and purposes, I am just me how happens to be attracted to men but who doesn’t essentially feel the need to only be with men who want to be with men!
Damn it! I am a man with an identity beyond my sexuality. If all anyone ever thought of me was ‘that gay bloke’ I would be terribly disappointed!
So, you see, I cannot even conform to being gay!