Martyndeva on Kagoul as well as other places is a complete and utter twat!

The guy is barely out of nappies yet he supposes to tell the rest of us that we don’t understand life, that life is just an illusion, there is no such thing as love, we just create it to make ourselves feel better when we realise we cannot understand someone else, he seems to genuinely believe that he knows the answer to life itself, the man is an idiot of the highest order … and his face is crooked too!

I am still trying to get social services to get an extra day sorted for Jermaine to go into respite, the thought of paying £120 more for a week fewer holidays really doesn’t appeal to me and we do so need a holiday even if we can’t afford one!

Angry with me for not booking our Disney holiday but there is still time for that one. Also feeling guilty leaving Matt in charge so often. Sure, I can justify it on so many different levels but that doesn’t make it right.

It is Zoey’s birthday today. Couldn’t think of anything to get her so took her out for a meal instead which I think she enjoyed though she left most of it.

Jermaine is sleeping again, he needs his blood sugars checked. But then, he is hardly eating anything so maintaining his correct levels is nigh on impossible. I did at least manage to get him to shit in the toilet for a change, which was a relief!

I seem to spend all my time online yet keep missing the guys I want to speak to which is really annoying me.

OK, today is not the best Monday ever but then, not the worst either, we all have to have off days now and then.

Martyndeva on Kagoul as well as other places is a complete and utter twat!

The guy is barely out of nappies yet he supposes to tell the rest of us that we don’t understand life, that life is just an illusion, there is no such thing as love, we just create it to make ourselves feel better when we realise we cannot understand someone else, he seems to genuinely believe that he knows the answer to life itself, the man is an idiot of the highest order … and his face is crooked too!

I am still trying to get social services to get an extra day sorted for Jermaine to go into respite, the thought of paying £120 more for a week fewer holidays really doesn’t appeal to me and we do so need a holiday even if we can’t afford one!

Angry with me for not booking our Disney holiday but there is still time for that one. Also feeling guilty leaving Matt in charge so often. Sure, I can justify it on so many different levels but that doesn’t make it right.

It is Zoey’s birthday today. Couldn’t think of anything to get her so took her out for a meal instead which I think she enjoyed though she left most of it.

Jermaine is sleeping again, he needs his blood sugars checked. But then, he is hardly eating anything so maintaining his correct levels is nigh on impossible. I did at least manage to get him to shit in the toilet for a change, which was a relief!

I seem to spend all my time online yet keep missing the guys I want to speak to which is really annoying me.

OK, today is not the best Monday ever but then, not the worst either, we all have to have off days now and then.

The guy from 7 years ago is still as cute as hell but I don’t think he has any interest in me perhaps as anything other than a friend, that’s fine, I had a feeling I was on a loser there but we have to hope sometimes!

This said, should I be totally wrong on that one, that is not a mistake I cannot live with!

Jermaine has been shitting again and had a seizure that Matt had to deal with earlier, not really fair, I think Matt needs a break.

Still not booked any holidays, I must be totally mad!

I think I have been judging the guy in Aylesbury too harshly. I guess I am not very keen on letting the good ones get away.

Went to London today to meet someone and have some pictures taken. No idea what the pictures are like of course, I have not seen them yet.

Friday was fun, nice to meet lots of people I have not seen for a while and some I have not met at all. Strange situation when I stayed overnight but not going to talk about that here.

Having problems with a close friends and misjudging signals, general feelings and stuff, I am sure it will all be sorted at some point.

Meeting tomorrow to discuss the meeting on Tuesday which will not doubt arrange another meeting, it is kind of endless all of this.

The guy from 7 years ago is still as cute as hell but I don’t think he has any interest in me perhaps as anything other than a friend, that’s fine, I had a feeling I was on a loser there but we have to hope sometimes!

This said, should I be totally wrong on that one, that is not a mistake I cannot live with!

Jermaine has been shitting again and had a seizure that Matt had to deal with earlier, not really fair, I think Matt needs a break.

Still not booked any holidays, I must be totally mad!

I think I have been judging the guy in Aylesbury too harshly. I guess I am not very keen on letting the good ones get away.

Went to London today to meet someone and have some pictures taken. No idea what the pictures are like of course, I have not seen them yet.

Friday was fun, nice to meet lots of people I have not seen for a while and some I have not met at all. Strange situation when I stayed overnight but not going to talk about that here.

Having problems with a close friends and misjudging signals, general feelings and stuff, I am sure it will all be sorted at some point.

Meeting tomorrow to discuss the meeting on Tuesday which will not doubt arrange another meeting, it is kind of endless all of this.