Month: January 2006

Does anyone want around 40= totally crap DVD not one of which I have had any success with? If they allow me to write to them hardly any drive will read it afterwards … memo to self : Don’t buy cheap crap from PC World.

The outside light is still inside, it has got really cold again with snow and ice and I am buggered if I am going outside to sort it out in this!

I am sick of being fat yet have managed to find an excuse every day not to go to the pool or the gym, I should be ashamed of myself … and I am.

This pain I am getting, it’s not very nice but there are some advantages, OK, just the one I have discovered so far. When I got to bed I have really cold feet but I also have inflamed ankles so, if I rest my feet on my ankles (not at the same time silly) then my feet get warmed up and the pain eases off a little, a good balance. It hurts too much to put my feet on my knees where the main pain is so if someone with cold feet would like some knees to use, here I am.

Why do I feel tired all the time? (answers on a postcard)

I have my GUM MOT on Monday, it’ll be good to get that out of the way with. I have not really been worrying about it too much but I do have to consider that my current condition stems from somewhere and it would be good to rule out the STD route. God help me if I am HIV+, arthritis and HIV+, I am doomed to spend the rest of my not entirely healthy and trunkated life alone, sod that. I am banking on negative, seems way more promising.

Now, about this £15m on the lottery this evening, I’ll share it wisely if I win but I could really do with it right now should anyone, you know ‘upstairs’ be reading this.

Meant to be going to a party this evening, not really in a being sociable kind of mood but I shall go anyway and maybe stay for an hour or two. I won’t really know that many people there so few will notice me arrive or leave.

Got GPRS sorted, Virgin sent me some settings so that is up and running again.

OK, I am getting bored writing this now and neither Robin or Martyn have updated so I can’t be arsed to update any more either … maybe tomorrow

Does anyone want around 40= totally crap DVD not one of which I have had any success with? If they allow me to write to them hardly any drive will read it afterwards … memo to self : Don’t buy cheap crap from PC World.

The outside light is still inside, it has got really cold again with snow and ice and I am buggered if I am going outside to sort it out in this!

I am sick of being fat yet have managed to find an excuse every day not to go to the pool or the gym, I should be ashamed of myself … and I am.

This pain I am getting, it’s not very nice but there are some advantages, OK, just the one I have discovered so far. When I got to bed I have really cold feet but I also have inflamed ankles so, if I rest my feet on my ankles (not at the same time silly) then my feet get warmed up and the pain eases off a little, a good balance. It hurts too much to put my feet on my knees where the main pain is so if someone with cold feet would like some knees to use, here I am.

Why do I feel tired all the time? (answers on a postcard)

I have my GUM MOT on Monday, it’ll be good to get that out of the way with. I have not really been worrying about it too much but I do have to consider that my current condition stems from somewhere and it would be good to rule out the STD route. God help me if I am HIV+, arthritis and HIV+, I am doomed to spend the rest of my not entirely healthy and trunkated life alone, sod that. I am banking on negative, seems way more promising.

Now, about this £15m on the lottery this evening, I’ll share it wisely if I win but I could really do with it right now should anyone, you know ‘upstairs’ be reading this.

Meant to be going to a party this evening, not really in a being sociable kind of mood but I shall go anyway and maybe stay for an hour or two. I won’t really know that many people there so few will notice me arrive or leave.

Got GPRS sorted, Virgin sent me some settings so that is up and running again.

OK, I am getting bored writing this now and neither Robin or Martyn have updated so I can’t be arsed to update any more either … maybe tomorrow

No, not the drug, the RAM for my PC arrived and I have noticed a speed increase. I have also had a blue screen of death again and it is from the nvidea graphics card. Checked Google and it is a well known problem, loads seem to have it yet there is little can be done. I did update the drivers, no blue screen but then, crap graphics too 🙁

Read Martyn’s blog earlier, I wish I had know about it earlier, I wouldn’t have had so much to read!

Martyn, you had no need to feel any jealousy about GC in July, as far as I was concerened, you were there in many ways! Yes, there is nothing I would like more than if you had a nice big house I’d go stay with you and yes also, I know you know what I know and that what I want I can’t have, it’s OK.

Just finished reading Robin’s blog too, thanks honey, some nice words. I will have to be cutting down on my trips over petal, costs rising, income shrinking! I will still always be there if you need me though and you know you are always welcome here and you will have wheels again as of tomorrow 🙂

Now, not spoken to Danny in ages, I am missing Danny but just never seem to make the time and it is entirely my fault, I have the time just don’t set it aside. I will though, I most certainly will.

Day didn’t go quite as I hoped today. Not terrible just not as productive as I wanted. Some housework, general tidy up. Swearing at the PC, some shopping, my hair cut (way overdue).

I did get several letters sorted and set an agenda for tomorrow so that’s a bonus.

Wanting to have a shower but worried the ceiling will finally give way … of course, if I had someone here to do my back then sod the ceiling, ho hum 🙁

Thinking I am not arrange this Kagoul thing in London, it is taking more time than I have spare and with less money now I would rather spend it more selectively. I will have way more fun in Bristol being covered in shaving foam than I will in Manchester.

It’s tomorrow already, time for that shower I think.

No, not the drug, the RAM for my PC arrived and I have noticed a speed increase. I have also had a blue screen of death again and it is from the nvidea graphics card. Checked Google and it is a well known problem, loads seem to have it yet there is little can be done. I did update the drivers, no blue screen but then, crap graphics too 🙁

Read Martyn’s blog earlier, I wish I had know about it earlier, I wouldn’t have had so much to read!

Martyn, you had no need to feel any jealousy about GC in July, as far as I was concerened, you were there in many ways! Yes, there is nothing I would like more than if you had a nice big house I’d go stay with you and yes also, I know you know what I know and that what I want I can’t have, it’s OK.

Just finished reading Robin’s blog too, thanks honey, some nice words. I will have to be cutting down on my trips over petal, costs rising, income shrinking! I will still always be there if you need me though and you know you are always welcome here and you will have wheels again as of tomorrow 🙂

Now, not spoken to Danny in ages, I am missing Danny but just never seem to make the time and it is entirely my fault, I have the time just don’t set it aside. I will though, I most certainly will.

Day didn’t go quite as I hoped today. Not terrible just not as productive as I wanted. Some housework, general tidy up. Swearing at the PC, some shopping, my hair cut (way overdue).

I did get several letters sorted and set an agenda for tomorrow so that’s a bonus.

Wanting to have a shower but worried the ceiling will finally give way … of course, if I had someone here to do my back then sod the ceiling, ho hum 🙁

Thinking I am not arrange this Kagoul thing in London, it is taking more time than I have spare and with less money now I would rather spend it more selectively. I will have way more fun in Bristol being covered in shaving foam than I will in Manchester.

It’s tomorrow already, time for that shower I think.