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I was just about holding it together, trying not to let things get to me and then I get home to a letter from the council telling me that I now have to pay £88.70 to them for rent and council tax because Deej has left, I only actually get £103 a week leaving me less than £15! Obviously (hopefully) there has been some sort of cock up but, in the meantime, I am no doubt going to start getting those threatening letters they send out demanding I pay up or else.

Quite honestly I feel that the best thing for me to do is to become a total and utter bastard who treats people like shit, they seem to do alright out of life, being an OK person clearly isn’t working out for me.

Being really upset and frustrated I then upset someone who I care about which just upset me more making me feel even more like shit.

As of now I wish life would just go away and leave me alone, I can’t run fast enough to keep up with it all falling apart so quickly

 

The movie looks OK

 

The movie looks OK

In my fish tank and that bulb costs over £13! So, I have searched online and come up with some for under £6 which seems way more reasonable!

Popped over to Robin to swap the cars over again after our visit to Kent yesterday and, on filling it up was amazed to discover that Kent and back cost £45! Had no idea that sort of trip would be so expensive, that’s around 17p a mile in Robin’s car, thankfully my car is a little more economical but, not by much!

Met up with Deej earlier, it was pleasant enough but we never moved anything forward in our relationship. In time there may be a clearer understanding of the issues but, right now we are too far apart to get anywhere.

Bought a rug for the photo studio earlier. It’s going to need collecting but it’ll look good and was under £17 compared to all the buy it now offers of £45+

Still been feeling really tired today, I really should get myself checked out

Restarted Facebook … not overly interested in the main thing but I did need it active to get access to the Photo bit of it and, as I now have a working studio again, I need as much publicity as possible.

Watching ‘Hugo’ tonight as a family, I hope it’s good as Zoey has been on at us to watch it for months! Looked at the list of movies on our Virgin flight, seem OK, many I’ve already seen and some I haven’t which look OK.

Not feeling terrible social today, not that I have felt terribly social for some time but not today for sure.